GAHD! i must work hard!

Currently for the past few days, i started a fanfic about Ootori Kyouya of ouran and an OC.

I'm really nervous if it would attract any readers but yet,

I GOT REVIEWS! Yey! i'm so happy i can't describe it.

link: http://www.fanfiction.net/r/6661215/

I thank all of those who posed a review. I thank them for pointing out my mistakes, that really helped.

I MUST WORK HARDER. 

Fighto-OH!

Status : Me on a frying pan.

The Coffee Bean: Chicago Cheese Cake♥

That is a triple C for you. The tasty, tangy, cheesy, explode-in-your-mouth cheese cake!!

 I think, The Coffee Bean offers the best cheese cake that is not so sweet and not overpowering the whole thing. its simply lovely. Its good with hazelnut coffee or some cold drinks.

THE TRIPPLE CHEESE CAKE~!! ♥♥

 These cheese cake is a MUST TRY. i mean, M_U_S_T. See those layers? taste them one by one, then eat it together. you can taste them distinctly. that's one cheese cake you wont want to miss. just typing it down and remembering it makes me crave for it like crazy. 

this cake is perfect with vanilla tea. or, you can have earl gray instead.

 

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Status: Vanilla Tea please.

Krispy Kreme : Kruffins!! :3

WAA~!  The melt-watery chocolate kruffin oozing with chocolate filling that can make everyone drool!

i still crave for it up until now. well, i'm under house arrest because of certain medical circumstances. OOH i miss to eat THAT luscious piece of oozing chocolate goodness.

I LOVE KRISPY KREME!!♥

 they actually got my real name wrong.

That's my friend with his portrait of a cosplayer. He drew it in a 1/4 illustration board using these pencils:

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Status : can't get over missing him.

How does it feel having feelings on somebody who has no interest in you?

Once you've noticed your hidden feelings, its really hard to stop it. As if you can't play blind with your heart anymore. I asked two of my friends regarding this matter and here's the result:

Situation 1: We were just friends so she didn't notice me that much. I had feelings for her but she didn't know. And I don't wanna tell her because she might get distracted about y existence. One day, I told it to my friends. Few days after, it spread in the other sections. Finally it reached her. She didn't avoid me 'cause she said it was okay.
Me: Did she liked you back? Or did she not?
Friend: No because she liked somebody else. I ignored it because I don't wanna disturb her.
Me: Aww...

Situation 2: We're not close but we're acquaintances. We occasionally greet each other because we're classmates. Sometimes, he tells me about his girlfriend... I was a bit hurt (Of course) but since his girl and I are friends, I'll just be a friend. I've no intention on ruining their relationship because I'm not like that.

The girl depends on me to give her advices whenever she and her boyfriend fight. Although it pains me, I'll still be a loyal friend whom she can count on.
Me: What did you do in order to forget him?
Friend: I'm focusing my attention on something else. I'm showing that I'm positive so that they won't notice.

* All I can say to this person is that she has a different level of sense of maturity. That's it for the interviews! :)

Musume Sai blogging...

Hakuouki Shinsengumi Kitan : Hail Tokugawa regime!!

Shinsengumi members known as Miburou is a mayhem-much for Japanese post-war era of 1853.

<oh come on, please, let my fanatic spirit flow>   I'm sorry for the "detail" thing. its just pure love.

as we all know, this history mayhem took quick hit not only to japanese people, cosplayers, and anime lovers; but also to the by-standers and passer by. 

well, if you are going to watch the anime, please do. AND note that watch only the first season or you'll regret for having a major heartache.

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Status : making a voodoo doll for Musume Sai

That, out of a friends love

True Confessions -.-

I'm sorry if all of a sudden I'll be revealing what I'm meaning to say since... since everything started.

This is one heck of a personal issue from me..

The truth is I'm sad.

I do get the 'best' grades I never had from before, experiencing things like having the highest grade in our section, having the best things in the world... But none of it seemed to make me happy for a long time. YES it made me happy and feel blessed but something is just quite wrong..

I feel like I'm having LUCK go with me all the time especially in my career. BUT I'm lost. And I'm unlucky with the love stuff (As of now)

He's been ignoring me and thinking that every time is a "Joke time."

Previous happening:

I was like, "OMG!" People liked the story that I posted and I can't help but be happy and smile like I'm in love with someone. (It's true, really)  I REALLY AM HAPPY. That I can't explain it in words.. And that's true. But sometimes, I feel empty. *Sigh* Poor Musume. 

"Why am I even writing this?" That's the question I'm asking myself. This is not my usual self. I'd rather go out and be happy, smiling nonstop and feel good inside and out. But when I'm all alone, why do I feel like something's wrong?

This'll be the last. That's what I've decided. Because I'll keep myself busy with doing things I love: writing stories, reading fanfics of other people, talking to Natsu Xia on the phone and communicate with my friends from around the world.

It would be fun if your friends surrounds you all the time... But sometimes, they really won't have the time for you that you just have to be patient until someone shows up and make you happy. 

I KNOW RIGHT! I don't even know where I'm heading now.... HAHA. And since I worte everything that I felt, I feel like the burden's gone and I'm a bit free. Thanks blogspot. I'm happy you were created ;)

OH MEH GHAD!!

NO WAY!!! i am suoooo happy!!! i cant believe i get to have a review. and-- waa~! just soo happy!

For our first review for the story : Does Love Knows No Boundaries

http://www.fanfiction.net/r/6653683/

i cant believe it. really, for someone like me that is not fond of writing... i just received one of the greatest reward a beginner writer like me should have. it melts my heart.


Status : my heart leaping like crazy~! 



 

Join the beat : BEATCRUSADERS

Tonight, Love is rationed

Tonight, Across the nation

Tonight, Love infects worldwide

Almost another day

LSS for the week.

Beat crusaders is such a band that really captures everyone by the name of music. in such ways, i, myself became a fan--only in just minutes. well, i heard about beat crusaders sometime ago and came across the animation BECK. There i heard the famous song: Hit in the USA, its funny that i thought they were singing japanese songs but, heck i'm wrong. The songs in their album are pure english songs with touch of jpop rhythym.<or something like that> 

I love how they portray themselves covering their faces with printed paper. XD that should be a LOL for the jabbawockeez. thats just too cute! atleast, with that mask, you can breathe freely.

Hmmmm... Their album is a must for a new fan like me. i just wanna listen to their songs that made me feel alive in some sort of way like a live catfish in a pot.

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Status : Ceasar Salad~ not into zuchini

Kyaaaa SOO HAPPYYY :)))

I know this is not something to make a big deal of but.... I'm just so happy that its inevitable that I'll blurt it out.

We just got our first REVIEW in our story in fanfic :))))
http://www.fanfiction.net/r/6643829/

I'm sorry I'm just happy. Thank God. This is really meaningful to me. See you next time guys :)

Gakuen Alice (THE BEST!)

I'll skip the intro part and proceed with what I love. Personally, I loved the Mikan-Natsume pairing... SO MUCH! My heart was thumping with this fantabulous (Neologism: Fantastic+Fabulous) anime. And I've always been looking forward to a scene where only Mikan and Natsume are involved. I liked the episode where Natsume got injured because he protected Mikan and she didn't know about it because she collapsed. Then she tried to kid around but Natsume didn't even laugh. Then Mikan began to noticed his injury and cry because it was her fault. Then Natsume cut the sad atmosphere by revealing what he saw, And Mikan was like a tomato for turning all red with shame. It was really funny.

It'd be always my all time favorite anime and I wish to watch more of this. Or read, I guess. I REALLY LOVE NATSUME AND MIKAN. I hope she ends with him. They really fit each other and I support them. WONDERFUL! =))

Musume Sai Blogging...

Kaichou wa Maid Sama LOVER



The first time I watched it was... I think Misaki and Yukimura were walking on the corridor? I can't really recall everything since its the first time that I watched it. But whatever happened, it made me stay and continue. This anime hit my weakness and made me whine like a kid and say, "I want my own Usui too!" I even had tantrums when I didn't get a chance to watch an episode of this. (See how childish I can be?) But its because it was the only source of happiness where I can get that time and without it, I won't be happy at all. I was so excited watching this... Watching more and more of this anime.

Usui is really a gentleman and he only sees Misaki eventhough many girls surround him. (Part of why I love Usui)

After watching this anime again and again, I came to a halt. Months, I think... A friend sent me a text message saying she's addicted to this anime. The maid sama lover part of me was awoken, of course. And I was smiling because I couldn't help but reminisce. How Usui took care of Misa chan, how not to trust in the fortune telling but trust each other and lastly how the kizu went on the last episode. I was glad that I got to watch this anime. I feel blessed for witnessing such an extraordinary anime that soothes my heart.

Musume Sai blogging...

Kimi ni Todoke (Awesome!)

This anime clearly showed that a misunderstanding will be solved if you won't run away and if you clear it up.

When I first watched it, I was trying not to laugh because the others might think I'm so-so. But I couldn't help it so I laughed hard. Sawako looked creepy in the first episodes. But then, we can see the evolutions that occured. She was really beautiful if you could just pay attention to her. (Just like if you do to all the girls. Pay attention and you'll see their worth)

I recommend this anime to those who are involved in gossips which are not true because in this anie, you'll find courage to help yourself.

I can relate myself to this for I have experienced hearing gossips involving me and none of them were true so I just set my mind that nothing bad will happen. Hearing gossips about yourself is really painful.

On the other hand, I really admired  how Shota stood up for Sawako all the time. Great anime! =)))

Musume Sai Blogging...

Spring to flourish

Spring, a season where colors burst and illuminate great wonders. In life, we take almost everything for granted. we sometimes leave the scenery and focus on things with various scale of matter; in the view of a person with no appreciation. As for my country not being able to experience spring, i have experience it--- in my dreams. <i know, its a cheap pun. but its true.>

 

Lupins are specially the type of flower that grew in a humid cool place. a flower impossible to bloom in my country's tropical climate. I fancy this flower though, i don't know what it symbolizes. it captures my eye to taste spring is really here. <yet, on the monitor> Lupins vary in many colors such that pink,purple,blue,yellow,orange,white, red, and indigo. Flowers may just be a plant to color the world, but it is also something to vanish a little bit of sorrow of the people who give them a bit of appreciation.

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Starus: Vics camphor inhaler saves the day

Alexander McQueen is L.O.V.E.

Fabrics come to life in the hands of talented designers spread across worldwide.

As people fancy magical fabrics and choose their favorite,

A certain designer captures my loyalty to fashion....

Alexander McQueen's design flourish a mark within it's viewers that made a hint of addiction. my love for the late designer is much more than everything <in fashion talk> i just love him, really.

People with great artistic views is worth worshiping. i don't mean that i must pray in their altar daily. Ofcourse you get what i mean. People like them comes once every red moon; so rare to produce a runway not so corporate and five-star glamour, Out-of-the-box winding amusement.
I'm sorry for the much-loving-affection-fanatic-of-Alexander McQueen. Though he left the surface of the world, He remains alive like a spell bounds the magical fabric he sew with all of he has to offer.

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  Status : Hazelnut fever

Why women won't tell the problem after an arguement.

"Women are hard to understand"

This is what most people especially guys (or guys at heart) say. As a girl, I've gone through this situation and I can say that its inevitable. Really. Sometimes, people tend to make the same mistakes not once but twice. Or even thrice. And if you do it while you're in a relationship, the other party will get annoyed, of course. That's how FRAGILE girls are. It's either they'll act strange towards you or because it's visible that their gestures actually say, "Something is really wrong."

I did an interview to this problem because having a situation can help you relate more. After asking a few friends, I came up with three of them answering my questions. Here's how the 1st ended:

Me: Have you experienced something like this?
Her: Yes.
Me:So why didn't you tell?
Her: I never had a relationship but I realized it in a denial stage.
Me: How?
Her: There was this certain day that all he do was talk and talk about his crush. I even made him eat icecream so that he'd stop but he didn't. You could say I was annoyed that time.
Me: And the effect was?
Her: I wasn't in the mood to go home with him. I didn't want to see him that I hid in the toilet just to get rid of him. I told him that I was waiting for a friend but he won't let me off the hook. He's so dense that he asked me what's wrong. (laughs)
Me: (laughs) What did you say to him then?
Her: I told him it was nothing.
Me: Why didn't you just tell him?
Her: I didn't want him to know that he's my problem because I don't want him to be pushed away. He'll definitely start to avoid me to prevent me from getting hurt.

After hearing those words, I started a What-If conversation.

Me: What if that person and you were together, would you tell him then?
Her: Yes, I'll tell him the problem.
Me: Okay, I'll put you in a situation but same position, you two are still together. What if he was making the same mistakes again and again and you keep telling the problem until you got fed up?
Her: I'd stop telling. I want him to realize it himself. If he's still so dense it'd only make everything worse. He SHOULD realize it.

* And with that said, I can only say one thing: Sometimes we should reflect on what we've done because not everything is all about spoon feeding.

OPINION OF THE GUYS.

Me: Have you experienced something like this?
Guy 1: Of course. Why?
Me: For an interview. Anyway, what can you say about it?
Guy 1: Girls shouldn't be like that. What kind of boy friend am I if I can't even know what her problem was. And if she really wants me and cares for me, she should help me understand my mistake so that we can fix it. That's all man.
Me: What if she doesn't want to tell because you had an arguement and she wants you to realize the problem on your own?
Guy 1: Even if she wants to make up with me, I won't. Not until the problem is solved. But then again, if she still won't tell after everything I told here, then it simply means that she doesn't care.

* Each person really is different by nature :> We can always clear a misunderstanding before it's too late.

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Me: What can you say about this issue?
Guy 2: I'm good with these kind of things so I can sense whether she has a problem or not. So I act as if I don't know a thing 'cause I;m waiting for her to tell me. If she wants to hide it from me, then so be it. I'll just wait until she spill it. Eventually, she'll tell me and we'll talk about it until it's settled.

* Quite a gentleman we got here :)) And that's all for today's Interview Bloos with Musume Sai. Take care huys :P

Musume Sai blogging :>

Saw VII : the good of gore

 

Saw 7 as its last chapter is one of the must see movies of 2010. if i remember correctly, i watched it mid-November last year. For me, it solves much more mystery of what SAW really is. well, its more of a cliff hanger. 

But then, saw never fails to amuse me of how much they want to torture a person before dying. Oh, i forgot. READERS DISCRETION IS ADVISED 

for those who can't stand reading gore reviews i prefer for you to still read Ü

Sorry Sai-san

 This scene is actually one of my favorite. if you ask, why is he holding her mouth? well, the machine used in this scene is voice activated. if you tend to shout or scream, sharp tubes will shrink holes in your throat. And if you ask, why would she scream? the answer would be: there is a key on a fishhook down her esophagus and the main character/victim had to get it to save his wife. and so you know, the girl in the photo is his assistant/or someone he had business with.

specially this guy, a freaky puppet indeed, capture my attention from the very first movie till the end. i love his character because he do simple deadly things by giving the rules of the game in a bizarre gory scene.

TRY TO WATCH IT. it would be good. don't worry, you'll have a good nights sleep.

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                                                                                              Status : Torn between two cakes


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Bride Wars Addiction

 

I recently watched this movie. It made me want to have a best friend of my own. I do have a best friend but she's so focused with her lover that we rarely talk. And since I'm already a bit of a grown up, we only have a few percentage of meeting because we are living our own lives now. (Even though we promised to be always together, we can't really do it in the future for there would be circumstances that we really can't meet.)

Going back, I want someone who'll always be there for me whenever I need her or not. (I know I'm being selfish and a bit greedy but it's true.) It's not that I'm not contented with what I have, I just envy this movie. 

Anyway, this movie is really interesting and funny. I loved how they acted their part. I especially loved the showdown part between Emma and Liv. They were doing all those sexy dances and I was really laughing.

I also loved the part where Liv started to miss Emma because I can relate to the feeling of missing your best friend but pride makes its way to prevent you from making up with your friend. Many values can be learned through this movie like throwing away your pride.

I just want to watch this movie again and again! You should watch it as well :)

--> Musume Sai blogging =))