Dolls :3

i soo wanna have one of these!!
Disclaimer : i do not own the images :3

Missing Natsu Xia ;)

Who would have thought that I'd meet my childhood friend again? I mean, that's what I thought when Natsu Xia & I got in touch once again. Of course we lived on different places & we were too young those days that all we cared about was to play or to do anything we wanted.

After years, we found each other once again and I'm really happy. No other people can find this kind of specie. I mean friend ;) like Natsu Xia. You could say that she's really caring. Almost everyone describes their bestfriend like that. But what makes Natsu Xia unique is that when you look at her, you wouldn't notice that inside that person's body lies a warm soul, a really caring person. Well, I can't really explain it in words so I'll compare ;)

She is not like Mikan who is dense. Actually, she can read through you. Whether you have a problem or not, whether you're sad or not. She is like Risa in lovely complex because she's fun to be with & you can share anything to her. She always be by your side. Well, although she is not Mikan, you could say that the one she likes is like Mikan (Whhoopppss. Sorry bhest. Heehee) She is like Nenene in ROD because she is a soon-to-be great&popular author and she has sense of humor.

I swear that if I lose her, I'd be extremely sad. Because with her, I can tell everything. She understands me and love me for me. No exceptions. Whether what my attitude is, she takes everything in. And that's what you can call a true friend. A real one :"""">


Right now, I am dumbfounded. Okay, this was not planned. NatsuXia if ever you are reading this, I just want to tell you that I miss you so much! I love you. Take care. Wish to talk to you soon. I don't have load, poor me :( KBye!

I'm really thankful for having a friend like you  ;)        -Musume Sai.

My Stuff :)

Wow, it's been a long time since I opened our account. I was busy doing many things that I forgot the password for this account. Geez, it's actually my birthday today and I feel like writing the things I want.

First, I was busy writing my fanfics. Hell, I don't even know why I made a new story without even finishing the other one. Maybe its just the time to test myself. Lol.
I'm currently writing, "My Invisible Guy." If I had to put it this way, I'd be like:

My Invisible Guy is the second part of my first story, 'Book of Love.' Book of love is a romance story created by me. I was thankful when I got 20 reviews. I know that some get a lot more than 2o reviews but I should be contented. After all, happiness comes to those who are contented with what they have, right?
Maybe the story, My Invisible Guy is the sequel part and I already wrote five chapters of it but I haven't uploaded it 'cause I promised that I must have 5 more reviews. (I hope you don't misunderstand it)
Then next is, 'Forever is just a word' its all about what if she died on her birthday, would things go right or the other way around. Would she cherish her last day or not. Originally, I created it for my birthday which is today. I decided to give myself a little something and I came up with the story. I wished to finish it before my birthday comes but my mind was not in the mood to write another chapter so for the mean time, I stopped.

Checking on my mail, I found out that there were people actually reading it and I feel so blessed. I never thought that they would notice it but they did. It was actually a comfort for me. Seeing people appreciate what you've done makes you happy. I bet that you know that too.

Anyway, I really love my stories. I appreciate them myself before anyone does. After all, if you won't love the things you made with full effort, who else will? Same goes as: "If you can't love yourself, who else will?" That was created by my mind. I didn't copy it. Nah, my mind was full of thoughts.  

Second, I got busy with tumblr. Having 20+ followers a day keeps Musume Sai healthy. Haha, Just kidding. I'm just happy and exhilarated.
I didn't know that tumblr could be that super fun. Goes the same way as formspring and facebook. Those three keeps me alive as long as we have the internet. I am blessed to have the internet, I swear.

Third is my facebook account. Of course, I stay connected with my friends through that site. Hmm, it doesn't really keep me busy but I still love it. I open it first before anything else. Why? Because I'm waiting for notifications ♥

Fourth, I was busy with my ipod. My earphones got broken so I had to buy me a new one. I guess that's the physical gift I gave myself. It has benefits. When you don't want to hear someone screaming at you, you can just max out the volume and voila. It's all set, you can't hear them shouting at you and at the same time, you're enjoying some good music. Okay, I hope that you read the sarcasm in there. And then, I became a download freak after I knew how to download those songs that I want. I was such a geek for not trying before but oh well, it doesn't matter.

Fifth is I'm not happy. (BUT I GET EXCITED AND HAPPY WHENEVER I GOT A REVIEW. OR SOMEONE LISTED MY STORY TO HIS/HER FAVORITES') I'm not happy because... let's just say that things didn't go well. We can't be happy all the time. But then I was really lucky to have luck go with me. I hope good luck stays by my side forever. This year, I feel like my career would be a blast, whatever it might be.

BY THE WAY~
I learned something and since this is the first time again that I got the password correctly, I'm going to share a value I learned since I last log in.
"Mind over matter. If you don't mind, it doesn't matter" I forgot where I got that but it really is useful. Just interpret it yourself.

Oh my freaking gosh, I need to sleep now or else I'll get ugly. Eww, I'd be like, say hello to eyebags. NO WAY. I've already got those so I should stop sleeping late to prevent it. Good night people. I hope that it'll be a fun day tomorrow. Thanks for reading what I've typed in here. I♥YOU! And please follow us here =)

I'd like to show my appreciation to Echizen Karupin for following us here. And for reading my stories. I love Echizen Karupin's story too. Its lovely. Really ♥

Well then, good night again :D

True Confessions -.-

I'm sorry if all of a sudden I'll be revealing what I'm meaning to say since... since everything started.

This is one heck of a personal issue from me..

The truth is I'm sad.

I do get the 'best' grades I never had from before, experiencing things like having the highest grade in our section, having the best things in the world... But none of it seemed to make me happy for a long time. YES it made me happy and feel blessed but something is just quite wrong..

I feel like I'm having LUCK go with me all the time especially in my career. BUT I'm lost. And I'm unlucky with the love stuff (As of now)

He's been ignoring me and thinking that every time is a "Joke time."

Previous happening:

I was like, "OMG!" People liked the story that I posted and I can't help but be happy and smile like I'm in love with someone. (It's true, really)  I REALLY AM HAPPY. That I can't explain it in words.. And that's true. But sometimes, I feel empty. *Sigh* Poor Musume. 

"Why am I even writing this?" That's the question I'm asking myself. This is not my usual self. I'd rather go out and be happy, smiling nonstop and feel good inside and out. But when I'm all alone, why do I feel like something's wrong?

This'll be the last. That's what I've decided. Because I'll keep myself busy with doing things I love: writing stories, reading fanfics of other people, talking to Natsu Xia on the phone and communicate with my friends from around the world.

It would be fun if your friends surrounds you all the time... But sometimes, they really won't have the time for you that you just have to be patient until someone shows up and make you happy. 

I KNOW RIGHT! I don't even know where I'm heading now.... HAHA. And since I worte everything that I felt, I feel like the burden's gone and I'm a bit free. Thanks blogspot. I'm happy you were created ;)

Kyaaaa SOO HAPPYYY :)))

I know this is not something to make a big deal of but.... I'm just so happy that its inevitable that I'll blurt it out.

We just got our first REVIEW in our story in fanfic :))))
http://www.fanfiction.net/r/6643829/

I'm sorry I'm just happy. Thank God. This is really meaningful to me. See you next time guys :)