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Wow, it's been a long time since I opened our account. I was busy doing many things that I forgot the password for this account. Geez, it's actually my birthday today and I feel like writing the things I want.

First, I was busy writing my fanfics. Hell, I don't even know why I made a new story without even finishing the other one. Maybe its just the time to test myself. Lol.
I'm currently writing, "My Invisible Guy." If I had to put it this way, I'd be like:

My Invisible Guy is the second part of my first story, 'Book of Love.' Book of love is a romance story created by me. I was thankful when I got 20 reviews. I know that some get a lot more than 2o reviews but I should be contented. After all, happiness comes to those who are contented with what they have, right?
Maybe the story, My Invisible Guy is the sequel part and I already wrote five chapters of it but I haven't uploaded it 'cause I promised that I must have 5 more reviews. (I hope you don't misunderstand it)
Then next is, 'Forever is just a word' its all about what if she died on her birthday, would things go right or the other way around. Would she cherish her last day or not. Originally, I created it for my birthday which is today. I decided to give myself a little something and I came up with the story. I wished to finish it before my birthday comes but my mind was not in the mood to write another chapter so for the mean time, I stopped.

Checking on my mail, I found out that there were people actually reading it and I feel so blessed. I never thought that they would notice it but they did. It was actually a comfort for me. Seeing people appreciate what you've done makes you happy. I bet that you know that too.

Anyway, I really love my stories. I appreciate them myself before anyone does. After all, if you won't love the things you made with full effort, who else will? Same goes as: "If you can't love yourself, who else will?" That was created by my mind. I didn't copy it. Nah, my mind was full of thoughts.  

Second, I got busy with tumblr. Having 20+ followers a day keeps Musume Sai healthy. Haha, Just kidding. I'm just happy and exhilarated.
I didn't know that tumblr could be that super fun. Goes the same way as formspring and facebook. Those three keeps me alive as long as we have the internet. I am blessed to have the internet, I swear.

Third is my facebook account. Of course, I stay connected with my friends through that site. Hmm, it doesn't really keep me busy but I still love it. I open it first before anything else. Why? Because I'm waiting for notifications ♥

Fourth, I was busy with my ipod. My earphones got broken so I had to buy me a new one. I guess that's the physical gift I gave myself. It has benefits. When you don't want to hear someone screaming at you, you can just max out the volume and voila. It's all set, you can't hear them shouting at you and at the same time, you're enjoying some good music. Okay, I hope that you read the sarcasm in there. And then, I became a download freak after I knew how to download those songs that I want. I was such a geek for not trying before but oh well, it doesn't matter.

Fifth is I'm not happy. (BUT I GET EXCITED AND HAPPY WHENEVER I GOT A REVIEW. OR SOMEONE LISTED MY STORY TO HIS/HER FAVORITES') I'm not happy because... let's just say that things didn't go well. We can't be happy all the time. But then I was really lucky to have luck go with me. I hope good luck stays by my side forever. This year, I feel like my career would be a blast, whatever it might be.

BY THE WAY~
I learned something and since this is the first time again that I got the password correctly, I'm going to share a value I learned since I last log in.
"Mind over matter. If you don't mind, it doesn't matter" I forgot where I got that but it really is useful. Just interpret it yourself.

Oh my freaking gosh, I need to sleep now or else I'll get ugly. Eww, I'd be like, say hello to eyebags. NO WAY. I've already got those so I should stop sleeping late to prevent it. Good night people. I hope that it'll be a fun day tomorrow. Thanks for reading what I've typed in here. I♥YOU! And please follow us here =)

I'd like to show my appreciation to Echizen Karupin for following us here. And for reading my stories. I love Echizen Karupin's story too. Its lovely. Really ♥

Well then, good night again :D

GAHD! i must work hard!

Currently for the past few days, i started a fanfic about Ootori Kyouya of ouran and an OC.

I'm really nervous if it would attract any readers but yet,

I GOT REVIEWS! Yey! i'm so happy i can't describe it.

link: http://www.fanfiction.net/r/6661215/

I thank all of those who posed a review. I thank them for pointing out my mistakes, that really helped.

I MUST WORK HARDER. 

Fighto-OH!

Status : Me on a frying pan.

The Coffee Bean: Chicago Cheese Cake♥

That is a triple C for you. The tasty, tangy, cheesy, explode-in-your-mouth cheese cake!!

 I think, The Coffee Bean offers the best cheese cake that is not so sweet and not overpowering the whole thing. its simply lovely. Its good with hazelnut coffee or some cold drinks.

THE TRIPPLE CHEESE CAKE~!! ♥♥

 These cheese cake is a MUST TRY. i mean, M_U_S_T. See those layers? taste them one by one, then eat it together. you can taste them distinctly. that's one cheese cake you wont want to miss. just typing it down and remembering it makes me crave for it like crazy. 

this cake is perfect with vanilla tea. or, you can have earl gray instead.

 

Natsu Xia _._._._._._._._._._._._._._. now posting

Status: Vanilla Tea please.

Krispy Kreme : Kruffins!! :3

WAA~!  The melt-watery chocolate kruffin oozing with chocolate filling that can make everyone drool!

i still crave for it up until now. well, i'm under house arrest because of certain medical circumstances. OOH i miss to eat THAT luscious piece of oozing chocolate goodness.

I LOVE KRISPY KREME!!♥

 they actually got my real name wrong.

That's my friend with his portrait of a cosplayer. He drew it in a 1/4 illustration board using these pencils:

Natsu Xia _._._._._._._._._._._._._._._.  now posting

Status : can't get over missing him.

How does it feel having feelings on somebody who has no interest in you?

Once you've noticed your hidden feelings, its really hard to stop it. As if you can't play blind with your heart anymore. I asked two of my friends regarding this matter and here's the result:

Situation 1: We were just friends so she didn't notice me that much. I had feelings for her but she didn't know. And I don't wanna tell her because she might get distracted about y existence. One day, I told it to my friends. Few days after, it spread in the other sections. Finally it reached her. She didn't avoid me 'cause she said it was okay.
Me: Did she liked you back? Or did she not?
Friend: No because she liked somebody else. I ignored it because I don't wanna disturb her.
Me: Aww...

Situation 2: We're not close but we're acquaintances. We occasionally greet each other because we're classmates. Sometimes, he tells me about his girlfriend... I was a bit hurt (Of course) but since his girl and I are friends, I'll just be a friend. I've no intention on ruining their relationship because I'm not like that.

The girl depends on me to give her advices whenever she and her boyfriend fight. Although it pains me, I'll still be a loyal friend whom she can count on.
Me: What did you do in order to forget him?
Friend: I'm focusing my attention on something else. I'm showing that I'm positive so that they won't notice.

* All I can say to this person is that she has a different level of sense of maturity. That's it for the interviews! :)

Musume Sai blogging...

Hakuouki Shinsengumi Kitan : Hail Tokugawa regime!!

Shinsengumi members known as Miburou is a mayhem-much for Japanese post-war era of 1853.

<oh come on, please, let my fanatic spirit flow>   I'm sorry for the "detail" thing. its just pure love.

as we all know, this history mayhem took quick hit not only to japanese people, cosplayers, and anime lovers; but also to the by-standers and passer by. 

well, if you are going to watch the anime, please do. AND note that watch only the first season or you'll regret for having a major heartache.

Natsu Xia _._._._._._._._._._._. now posting

Status : making a voodoo doll for Musume Sai

That, out of a friends love

True Confessions -.-

I'm sorry if all of a sudden I'll be revealing what I'm meaning to say since... since everything started.

This is one heck of a personal issue from me..

The truth is I'm sad.

I do get the 'best' grades I never had from before, experiencing things like having the highest grade in our section, having the best things in the world... But none of it seemed to make me happy for a long time. YES it made me happy and feel blessed but something is just quite wrong..

I feel like I'm having LUCK go with me all the time especially in my career. BUT I'm lost. And I'm unlucky with the love stuff (As of now)

He's been ignoring me and thinking that every time is a "Joke time."

Previous happening:

I was like, "OMG!" People liked the story that I posted and I can't help but be happy and smile like I'm in love with someone. (It's true, really)  I REALLY AM HAPPY. That I can't explain it in words.. And that's true. But sometimes, I feel empty. *Sigh* Poor Musume. 

"Why am I even writing this?" That's the question I'm asking myself. This is not my usual self. I'd rather go out and be happy, smiling nonstop and feel good inside and out. But when I'm all alone, why do I feel like something's wrong?

This'll be the last. That's what I've decided. Because I'll keep myself busy with doing things I love: writing stories, reading fanfics of other people, talking to Natsu Xia on the phone and communicate with my friends from around the world.

It would be fun if your friends surrounds you all the time... But sometimes, they really won't have the time for you that you just have to be patient until someone shows up and make you happy. 

I KNOW RIGHT! I don't even know where I'm heading now.... HAHA. And since I worte everything that I felt, I feel like the burden's gone and I'm a bit free. Thanks blogspot. I'm happy you were created ;)